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Oct 16Liked by Matt Labash

Happy birthday Slack Tide!

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Late to this, and agree with all the prior congratulations. I enjoy being part of this community. I also enjoy reading lines like “Even though she’s free as a bird, she has to carry the sky on her back.”

I wonder if the fish you’ve kissed ever compare notes. (“I tell you, Fred, it was the most terrifying thing. There I was, minding my own business, just enjoying the flow of the river tickling that part between my ventral fins, and I see a big, fat fly land on the glassy sparkle two fry lengths in front of my nose. Barely had to flick my tail to get it, and then suddenly the goddam thing was like a hawk that had gotten a hold of me and was pulling me out of the world. And then I was hanging tail straight down in a kind of water that was empty, but a heaviness I’ve never felt and a brightness that was blinding. I thought it must be death, because a creature ten times as big as that old beaver we see grabs and squeezes me like nothing you’ve ever felt, and I’m suffocating in the waterless water, and then the demon fly is being pulled from my mouth like fire. And then nothing. My gills pull and pull, but there’s nothing. This must be how it ends. And then the creature brings me to its terrifying maw and is going to eat me, in the great circle of eating, but I just feel a brushing on my head, like swimming through the reeds near the bank. And suddenly I’m back in our world again, weightless in the blessed flow.”

“Yeah, I heard Sammy saw that same god and lived to tell. Said it felt like a benediction.”)

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I've never contemplated the fish molestation from the fish's perspective. To me, it was just an unbridled act of affection. But now I know........

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Good post. And thanks for the heads-up about the film---I just found a used dvd copy online and bought it.

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Oct 9Liked by Matt Labash

Happy Third, weird looking overgrown sparrow. You add much to our delicate universe. Keep flying.

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Hi Matt, haven't finished reading everything, but will. I have been thinking about stepping back, because I don't like to read about Tr***p. And it seems like there's been a lot lately. But then I think, it's only $50 and every once in awhile there's no Tr***p. Like This one. I enjoyed the dog and the bird stories (love both - dogs especially - smiled at the photos) and the fish stories, although I don't fish. Thanks. I'll hang in for a while more.

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Leslie, thanks for your perseverance, but I make no apologies. I've said it before, and I will probably say it much more. I take on the world that comes to me. And I don't keep Trump relevant, his supporters do. They have even odds of electing him again. That ain't my fault. But I have to deal with the reality I'm dealt. I wish it could all be dogs and nice bluebird stories, too. But that's only a small part of the world we inhabit.

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Oct 7Liked by Matt Labash

Thanks Matt for all this. Trout Bum has stayed with me all my life. And now kristoffersons song is with me too. Always wonderful.

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Oct 7Liked by Matt Labash

Have enjoyed Matt Labash's scribbling and musings sine Weekly Standard days of yore. Keeps me laughing while informing that there is plenty of stuff to be concerned and aware of. He reminds me that, if ya don't think God has a sense of humor, ya ain't paying attention!

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Oct 7Liked by Matt Labash

Happy happy you! There is a reason I had to step away and I miss you and my dear friends Deborah and Mike (you know who you are). I am 100% in your corner and will explain in more detail if you wish to know more. Please don’t mistake my quiet for any disaffection. Love you so much.

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Oct 8Liked by Matt Labash

Hi, Doc! Long time, no read. Hope all's well and glad to see you're still around and keepin' an eye on things.

BTW... no one would blame ya' for disaffecting Matt a little bit. Probably deserves it just on principle if nothing else, and it might even help counter the effect of all those Slack Tide groupies he has to constantly fend off after 3 years of wild and unbridled success, no?

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Yes, I sure know who we are

and who you are,

our dear friend Susan!

We miss you, too.

For joy

that we are reunited at last

as we hug Matt close

and thank him

for bringing us together

Deb

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OMG! As I live and breath, Susan's back! Good to see you, dear.

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Congratulations, Matt. I remain so glad I found your writing. You make a difference.

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So nice, Claire. Appreciate that.

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Oct 7Liked by Matt Labash

Not bad for a three year old. Congrats!

This is among my favorite lines that you've written here: "Because if you want to hear the music that can be played by our better angels, you have to first snuff your own demons, or at least tell them to hold down the racket."

I share your veneration of Kristofferson but don't forget that John Prine hit the cold hole way too soon.

Finally, I tolerate your inexplicable obsession with writing about fishing (wink) because you clearly are tuned into dogs, a species in so many ways superior to our own. Being reminded of your petting piece is sort of bittersweet at the moment as my old girl, an English-style Lab that is an eyelash short of 15, is on a short path to her last roundup. Amazing the richness that a fine dog can bring to one's life. Amazing the impact that the impending death of a fine dog can have.

So enough of that. Here's to the next three years of Slack Tide. And the next fifteen.

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Thank you, brother. And yes, John Prine was the man. Felled by COVID. Though they'd still have you believe it was just the flu, despite the couple million people it killed. Helluva flu.

I feel for you on your Lab. Have been there many times. And my current beast is in seemingly good shape, but about 11. (A rescue, so we were never entirely certain.) He's a big guy (a Great Pyrenees), and the big guys don't typically make it as long. But he's lived longer than all my other dogs. Am not looking forward to heading there again. It is forever in the back of my mind. Sounds like the front of yours. Hang in there......

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I have a family friend who was tangentially involved in Prine's care at Vanderbilt. For a while it looked as if he'd make it. Until he didn't. It's a bitch of a disease, especially for those with certain comorbidities. The saddest part is that if he'd contracted Covid a year or two later he probably would have survived. We've learned so much about treating the disease but in those early months everyone was flying blind.

Pyrenees are beautiful dogs and may Captain Karma smile beatifically upon you for rescuing. May he outlive your most optimistic hopes. It will be tough when I have to make the call on Jessie. She has been with me continuously since I got her at 8 weeks. But she has lived a fine life for a dog with long daily hikes, excellent veterinary care, lots of swimming and play. The last year has much diminished her and what was once three or four or five miles a day has become a hundred yards or two. But she's still eager for meal time. So as long as she can amble around without undue pain and rise to the clang of the dinner bell ...

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Windriven,

It is so tender

how much you love Jessie.

A hundred yards

is a touchdown in football.

May her loving heart

shine bright 💛

in these golden autumn days.

Deb

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I stepped out my back door with my dog this morning and I was braced by a 50° breeze, only wearing summer shorts and a light T. The only thing I hate about this weather is the shrinkage. But my dog was jazzed. He's 100% black and hates summer sun. And no, he is was not a DEI acquisition.

To get to our Chuck-it field we had to walk over hundreds of bright green, hard as rocks, walnuts, which irritate the hell out of my plantar fascitis. Time is taking more and more toll on my Olympian physique. But it is also giving me the eyes to see nature and my dog in their glories. (My dog and I have an unnatural relationship because we read each other's minds. I can't do that with any other critters, including humans.)

Matt, you're a Bab-dist in Mary-land. I find that fact worth a chuckle since historically, there have been some unkind words shouted from Bab-dist pulpits about Papists. I also find it ironic that you are so good at shining a bright light on all the beauty we can see and experience with ALL our senses and still hold onto special feelings for very human created ideas that cannot be perceived by any of our senses. After all, if not for visible nature, of which we're part, your audience would be bupkis.

I have eyes to see the joie de le nature. Your musings and poetic narratives about it just add to life's greatest muse. The power (Helene) and the quiet glory (a slow river) of nature are spectacular enough to grab all my attention and teach me patience, love, tenderness, reverence, grace, and that nothing lasts (so we better enjoy it while we can).

Time isn't really speeding up though you couldn't convince my subjective mind of that fact. My nephew, the physics professor, assured me that time has not perceptively changed for eons, and politely reminded me of the difference between subjective and objective perception. But rest assured that you will experience the feeling of time passing quicker as your life keeps flowing. (I have no effing idea why this experience occurs to us, but it appears to be one more example of the weird mental quirks that forces us to think about things that don't exist or don't really happen.)

Maybe it's best that the limelight doesn't shine brightly off your forehead. Most of us know that limelight can ruin good character and make cartoons out of otherwise good lives. For someone so skilled, you remain true to our shared humanity. That is objectively... miraculous.

You continue to force me to recognize the beauty of the life that we all should be able to see. But without your poetic observations and razor sharp humor our vision would be more clouded.

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Wow! I'm putting this in my scrapbook. Thanks, B. Sorry, Flagrante.

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You're still my favorite Substack writer, Matt. Happy Anniversary!

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Thank you kindly, Jody.

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Congrats, Matt...from a semi-newbie. I particularly liked your article on the bugler - "The Last 24 Notes"... which I read, wiped tears away and then shared/sent it to my brother, a former Marine - as he once reminded me, he's always a Marine...there are no ex-Marine's.

Anyway, I lliked your description of Donvict in today's piece, "...it is an election year — possibly the most pivotal one of our lifetime — and I tend to get cranky when a pumpkin-colored, serially-indicted, twice-impeached real-estate hustler not only tries to overthrow my country when he clearly lost an election, but is standing for election again, with even odds of winning."

Reminds me of what Malcolm Nance said, "What kind of country elects a lying criminal and an insurrectionist as its president?"

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A great question. And glad your Marine brother liked it. Thanks, Stephen.

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Yes. he did! Thanks again...Steve

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Oct 7Liked by Matt Labash

I had not heard that John Gierach died. The next pea-brain I land and release will be in his honor.

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It's crazy how little mainstream coverage he's gotten. Most famous fly fishing writer in the world, and he didn't get an obituary in the NYT or the Washington Post.

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Oct 7Liked by Matt Labash

Sat down and played along with "Holy Creation". It's a classic three-chord (A-D-E) country progression that gives proof to the hoary old observation that country music is three chords and the truth. I hadn't heard this tune before so I owe you one. Try "Midnight Communion" by Delbert McClinton.

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Good to hear it distilled by a real musician, even if it's Greek to me. I just know what sounds good. Great Delbert tune. "They take the wine 'til closing time/ a fellowship of fools." Thanks, Bruce.

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Congrats on three years. Another great column. I, too, have been deeply saddened by Kris’s departure, more even than he, I suspect, given his deep faith. I think he’s up there now, winking at the angels and picking with John Prine and Johnny Cash.

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Thanks, Mark. And I would pay good money to see that session. Something to look forward to, I suppose.

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